I Wonder!!

I Wonder

When the day starts?
When the night…?
When they end??
I wonder,
Which road I am following!!?
Where I’m walking?
Walking or waiting…?
I wonder,
What’s the new morning brings..?
How I spend the whole day..? Am I losing myself…?
I wonder,
Want to live…!!
Why my inner soul doesn’t permit??
I wonder,
World is full of people,
Why I’m so lonely..?
Has my heart broken…?
I wonder,
Is it fear/depression or disappointment..?
Why my brain and heart left the other parts alone…?
I wonder,
Am I a loser???
Why I’ve crushed myself!!?
Am I alive..!!..?
I wonder..!!

Maham Gull